then i could be online all day too.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Valentine's Day Sucks
MERRY HAPPYI'm a horrible person. My boyfriend and I broke up this morning because I flipped out on a small argument. It's bad to admit, but I never really cared much for him. I know this argument could have been avoided, and we could still be together, but that's not what I wanted. I didn't want a shitty Valentine's Day though. But here I am, on Blogger, texting my best friend who's Valentine's Day date cancelled on him last night. All I can do is listen to Kate Nash's "Merry Happy" over and over on youtube since my ipod doesn't seem to want to turn on today.
I don't want to do anything today. Not even playing Plants vs. Zombies seems to be entertaining. Ant even let me borrow Star Wars on bluray, but I don't even want to pop that in and watch. I want to do nothing but stay in bed on my laptop all day. Why is there so much emphasis on today? Today isn't very special. Is it the 15th yet?
Friday, February 10, 2012
Fun Friday
Hanging out with the best friend, prepping him for his V-Day date, and getting Wendy's. Today is going to be a very good day :)
Monday, January 30, 2012
Stars
I spent most of the weekend with him. I was the first person he told when he found out about the engagement. I saw his brown eyes screaming in pain. I saw that old familiar fear return to him. I hate seeing him like this, but I understand why he's hurting.
My friend is in love with a girl, a girl who is going to get married. For the longest time a lot of us have always had this idea of the two of them being meant for eachother. I never really liked her much because of that. I understand what it's like to love someone you can't have, but to love someone who in turn loves you back but then runs away, I don't get that.
We spent most of the weekend talking. The only mention of football was when we both realized we had missed the Pro Bowl game, to which he replied, "The NFC always wins anyway." The AFC killed, actually.
I saw him in the most vulnerable state I've seen him in since the big break-up. You'd think the two of them broke up or something. I understand now it's not about losing her as a potential love interest, he's afraid of losing her as a friend.
This weekend I saw the true test of friendship. He bottles it up inside and keeps the pain to himself and he won't tell her how he feels. He doesn't want to hurt her, he wants her to be happy.
The only thing we could do to numb the pain was to play Hungry Hungry Hippos and to listen to this song on repeat as the rain clouds started to drift away.
I can relate to him in a way, for the obvious reasons. Like he always says, "everything happens for a reason." If it's meant to be it'll happen. Right now he needs to be there for her, and I need to be there for him. Because that's what being a best friend is all about.
My friend is in love with a girl, a girl who is going to get married. For the longest time a lot of us have always had this idea of the two of them being meant for eachother. I never really liked her much because of that. I understand what it's like to love someone you can't have, but to love someone who in turn loves you back but then runs away, I don't get that.
We spent most of the weekend talking. The only mention of football was when we both realized we had missed the Pro Bowl game, to which he replied, "The NFC always wins anyway." The AFC killed, actually.
I saw him in the most vulnerable state I've seen him in since the big break-up. You'd think the two of them broke up or something. I understand now it's not about losing her as a potential love interest, he's afraid of losing her as a friend.
This weekend I saw the true test of friendship. He bottles it up inside and keeps the pain to himself and he won't tell her how he feels. He doesn't want to hurt her, he wants her to be happy.
The only thing we could do to numb the pain was to play Hungry Hungry Hippos and to listen to this song on repeat as the rain clouds started to drift away.
I can relate to him in a way, for the obvious reasons. Like he always says, "everything happens for a reason." If it's meant to be it'll happen. Right now he needs to be there for her, and I need to be there for him. Because that's what being a best friend is all about.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
Antony
This is what kind of person my best friend is:
He will take out $140 to pay off his registration for his truck,
complain about how he doesn't have money,
then 10 seconds later he will give money to a guy standing outside of Raley's collecting for special needs people.
That guy gave us each a tootsie roll for donating.
We drive out of the parking lot and Ant stops and gives a homeless guy his last five dollars and his tootsie roll.
He went to the DMV to pay off his registration and didn't realize that they added a $4 processing fee, so instead of it being $137 as he anticipated, it turned out to be $141. He had given the extra $7 he had in his wallet to charity and to a homeless person. I gave him the dollar since he was so amazing and caring.
I love my best friend so much. He's so amazing, and so selfless. It's hard not to have a crush on him sometimes when he does things like this. It's moments like this that leave me amazed at how caring he is, and it leaves me so confused as to why he is single. Seriously ladies, he's available! If skateboard-p doesn't swoop him up I'm going to punch her in the throat.
He will take out $140 to pay off his registration for his truck,
complain about how he doesn't have money,
then 10 seconds later he will give money to a guy standing outside of Raley's collecting for special needs people.
That guy gave us each a tootsie roll for donating.
We drive out of the parking lot and Ant stops and gives a homeless guy his last five dollars and his tootsie roll.
He went to the DMV to pay off his registration and didn't realize that they added a $4 processing fee, so instead of it being $137 as he anticipated, it turned out to be $141. He had given the extra $7 he had in his wallet to charity and to a homeless person. I gave him the dollar since he was so amazing and caring.
I love my best friend so much. He's so amazing, and so selfless. It's hard not to have a crush on him sometimes when he does things like this. It's moments like this that leave me amazed at how caring he is, and it leaves me so confused as to why he is single. Seriously ladies, he's available! If skateboard-p doesn't swoop him up I'm going to punch her in the throat.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
dear stalker,
why are you secretly following my blog?
oh, and thank you to the girl who removed me from following her blog ;)
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