Monday, March 21, 2011

Back East

I'm back in New York, and all I can think about is how much I miss California. I wish I never moved here but then again I don't. I met Travie which is a great thing but I am missing out on so much. I know Ant has things handled for the most part. He seems happy now with things going the way they are. And I know Ash will be a great mommy. I just can't help missing all the little things. I miss Ash and I lounging on the couch and going to Millans with Ant when neither of us are even hungry just to buy food for later. I miss the weather the almost small town feeling. Even if that town sucks, it's my sucky town with my friends that think that the town is sucky too. I know that I have up to July to make my final decision. I have already been accepted back to Stanislaus if I decide to go back but then there is the whole family. They are staying here and I don't want to leave them, but I miss home so much, and I know that New York is not my home at all. I plan on bringing Travie with me when I come back to visit in May. I just don't know yet. Maybe a summer back home will help me to decide. California or New York? For now I must start to adapt to the hustle & bustle of the East Coast again. Here's a Coke to you Cali. I'll see you and all your craziness soon.

Love and rockets,
Liz

(yes I stole that, leave me alone)

Friday, March 18, 2011

survey friday anyone?

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
oh god, 12?

Are you taken/single?
happily taken by mister Travis :)

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
12

What color is your underwear?
whoa whoa whoa, intrusive!

Do you like anyone right now?
my travie =D

Ever had your heartbroken?
yes

Miss anyone right now?
I'm in Cali right now so i miss my travie :(

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Ant, to tell him to get his ass up and come over

Last person to text you?
Ant, to tell me that he needs to clean the house first :(

Last person you saw?
the little sis

What was the last thing you said to someone?
good morning

Who is top in your top friends?
myspace is bleh

Why?
because, its about blogger now :p

Who do you trust the most in your life?
Ash

Who do you love most?
my grandma

Ever been in love?
not yet

Who has hurt you the most?
an old friend who shall not be named

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
yes

Are you happy?
very, but annoyed that Ant has to clean up first

How many good friends do you have?
2, Ant and Ash
well Travie too :p

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
one

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
neva

Ever been cheated on?
yes :(

Ever been told someone loved you?
yes, but it wasn't true

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
nope

Not meant it?
neva

Ever had your heart broken?
we went over this

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
taken and happy :)

What is your idea of true love?
a really good song on repeat for ever and ever and never getting tired of it ;)

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
not love, but strong like

Why or why not?
because thats only in fairytales

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
yes!

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
I've never really been to a bar

Should people go to bars to find love?
i don't think so?

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
what?

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
these questions are so weird

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
mutual

Should chauvinists of either gender be in a relationship?
no

What is on your bed right now?
pillows

When was the last time you threw up?
i can't remember

What's your favorite word or phrase?
i like saying slut, maybe too much

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
Travie with his good morning text :)
Ant with his star wars quote response
and Leslie for being the most awesome little sis ever

What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
slowly waking up

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
on the phone with Travie

What is your favorite holiday?
halloween

Have you ever been to another country?
canada

What is the last thing you said aloud?
CANADA! lol

What is the best ice cream flavor?
cookies n cream

What was the last thing you had to drink?
lemonade

What are you wearing right now?
pj bottoms, a black tank top, and one of Travie's red button up shirts with the sleeves rolled up :)

What was the last thing you ate?
spinach pie that i smuggled from Ant's house ;)

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
I bought a I heart SF hoodie, and it's purple! :D Ant was jealous.

When was the last time you ran?
yesterday

What's the last sporting event you watched?
some basketball with Ash

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Italy

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
lol!

Ever go camping?
yes

Do you have a tan?
kind of

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
not lost, but dropped

What is your guilty pleasure?
lady gaga

Do you use smiley faces on the computer alot?
;D

Do you drink your soda from a straw?
if i have a straw then yes

What did your last text message say?
"the sooner i get this house clean the sooner we can hang out, so wanna come help me clean? ;D" -Ant

Are you someone's best friend?
Ant and Ash, I hope.

What are you doing tomorrow?
spending my last day in california for a while :(

Where is your mom right now?
back in New York

Look to your left, what do you see?
Ant's guitar.

What color is your watch?
I don't have a watch.

What do you think of when you think of Australia?
kangaroos and koalas

Ever ridden on a roller coaster?
duh

What is your birthstone?
no idea

Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive tthru?
inside

Do you have any friends on myspace that you actually hate?
hahaha

Do you have a dog?
no

Last person you talked to on the phone?
Travie

Any plans today?
hanging out with Ant and starting to deal with the fact that i leave on sunday. I don't want to leave, but I do. I wish Travie lived here, that way i could stay with Ant and Ash, and moving back here wouldn't be such a big decision.

Are you happy?
yes but i'm also torn

Where are you right now?
my cousin's house on my laptop

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
new york vs. california

Last song listened to?
"the great unknown" by the damnwells (i blame Ant)

Last movie you saw?
the new karate kid movie with Leslie

Are you allergic to anything?
bullshit

Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
my purple converse

Are you jealous of anyone?
ANT! because he gets to work with kids!

Are you married?
hahahaha no

Is anyone jealous of you?
Ant, because I stole his purple I heart SF hoodie

Do any of your friends have children?
Ash is preggo and Ant has Zero ;)

Do you eat healthy?
not at all, but i did eat spinach pie yesterday

What do you usually do during the day?
if i was in New York i'd be at school or at work

Do you hate anyone right now?
no

Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yes

How many kids do you want when you're older?
two or three

How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
25 :|

Have you ever been to Six Flags?
neva

How did u get one of your scars?
a skateboard hit me

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
no

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
I love Ant like a best friend

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes :)

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
answering this question

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
my mom

Last restaurant you went to?
Millans with Ant

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ant now.

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
very :)

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yes, ant's old house

What do you spend most of your money on?
food gas and clothes

Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
in california

Ever kissed someone over 30?
no

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
yes

Do you like yourself?
kinda

Have you ever dyed your hair?
blonde :|

Are you wearing a necklace?
yes

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
no one now

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
yes, but its better that i not

Are you an emotional person?
can be

What's something that can always make you feel better?
Ant, Ash, RFR, Silent Radio, Star Wars, and Ant bringing me pizza

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
kind of, yes

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
Ant yes, but i don't consider him my ex anymore. its weird to think about him in that way

How's your heart lately?
beating

Are you a cuddler?
oh god yes

Will this weekend be a good one?
it will be a sad one because i am going back to New York. I'll be happy to see Travie, but i'll be so sad to leave Ant and Ash again :(

What do you want rightn ow?
for Ant and Ash to move to New York, or for Travie to move to Cali

Who can always cheer you up?
Ash & Ant

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
no

Who hugged you last?
Leslie :)

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I am right now :)

Are you a kissable person?
I think so

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
yes :\

What is your relationship status?
HAPPILY TAKEN!

Who was the last person to come to your house?
to this house? Ash, last night.

Look behind you, what do you see?
a wall

How many rooms does your house have?
this house? four

Have you ever worked in a food place?
yes

What would you name your future daughter?
no idea

Who and where was the last concert you went to?
the morning benders in new york because Ant told me to check them out after he saw them in SF

Any summer plans for 2009?
hahahahahahahahahahaha!

What did you eat for lunch today?
its still before 10am!

Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
packing packing and more packing

The last song you heard?
"the monster" by the damnwells

What do you think of love?
... (sorry Ant, had to)

When is the last time you went to a party?
last night

When is the next time you'll hit up a club?
lol

Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
Ant, but then again calling him an ex = weird

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
wendy's

Name 1 thing good about Myspace?
its dead

Does anyone know your Myspace password?
no

Have you dated anyone on your top 4?
really?

Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry?
blah

How do you feel about abortions?
i'm for 'em! *gives thumbs up*
lol! i'm pro-choice

Do you eat junk food everyday?
probably

How often do you drive?
not often at all, I live in new york now

Where did you last drive to?
Ant's

Describe your bestfriend?
Ash is this really cool laid back chick. Blonde, but not dumb. She's assertive, funny, fun, beautiful, oh and she's preggo! And she and her boy toy are getting married now!

Ant is like the male version of me. He's incredibly knowledgeable about music, works with kids, speaks Spanish, is cute, has a great sense of humor, and looks awesome in button up shirts. Ladies, he's pretty much perfect on paper. Did I mention that he's single ;D

I love them both to death, and wouldn't trade them in for anything in the world. The only hang up is that they both live in California, and I live in New York now :(

Who was the last person to touch you?
Leslie, but not in a dirty way you perv

How did you and your number 1 become friends?
numba one!

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3am and because Ant and I screen shared on skype to watch mcr's the black parade is dead live concert from mexico. it was fun, minus ant singing along :p

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
he is one of my best friends eva. he's like my sully, and my bryson. mixed up into one. like a really cool cute nerdy dorky guy that i can hang out with whenever and not have that emotional turmoil or want. my asexual cuddle buddy :)

Do you like someone?
TRAVIE!

Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
no

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
no

How's your life lately?
bleh

Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
no

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no :(

What do you think about the current gas prices?
california is fucking nutts!

Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars?
what?

Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
yes

Do you think that you’re a good person?
yes

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
no

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
in a relationship

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
lol, no

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
two days ago at Ant's grandpa's!

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
blow pens :)

Do you believe in love at first sight?
...

Have you ever requested a song on the radio?
I have!

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
Ash? Neva!

When is the last time you took a nap?
yesterday

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ant

To text you?
Travie

To send you a myspace message?
...

To send a friend request?
...

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my cousin's guest bed

Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
Travie :)

Do you miss anyone?
Travie :(

What does your 8th text message say and who was it from?
"*muah* miss you baby" -Travie

What are you listening to?
"sophia" by the damnwells

Is there one place you'd like to visit?
Italy

Have you held hands with anyone today?
no

Do you like winter time?
yes

Do you own uggs?
eww

Do you regret anything?
ever owning uggs

What are you excited about?
today, its getting sunny!

Plans for today?
hanging out with the best friends eva!

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
i sure hope so

What are you doing tomorrow?
packing, again

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
noo idea

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
lol

Do you want to dance?
now i do because of this ellie goulding song!

Who do you not get along with?
she who shall not be mentioned

Last movie you watched?
i answered this

What are your plans for the weekend?
...

What do you notice first about a guy?
smile and eyes

Something interesting happen lately?
the sun came out and then went away in like 30 seconds :|

Where is the person you like right now?
new york

Last time you took a shower?
i will take a shower soon!

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
waking up

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
fuck you

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
most recent ex, eeek. no idea

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
yes

Do you like where you live?
i want to move back to cali :(

Last thing you purchased?
sour gummy worms

Have you kissed your number one on your top?
lol

Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
i love cali

Explain why you last threw up?
no idea

Where did your last hug take place?
here last night when Ash was over

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
Travie :)

Are you a jealous person?
i can be

Did you have a good birthday this year?
I did. Travie gave me the most awesome surprise party

Are you tired right now?
kind of

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
let them be happy!!!!

Do you chew on your straws?
i do once the liquid is gone

Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
Leslie

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
I hope so

Do you have curly hair?
no

Who was at your house last?
Ash

Do you lead people on?
no

Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
no?

Have you kissed anyone today?
no

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yes

Last person you cried over?
Travie

Do you cry easily?
maybe

Do you have any brothers?
Ant :)

What do you think of them?
he's my bestie :)

Where did you go today?
nowhere yet

What should you be doing right now?
going over to Ant's to help him clean :\

Are you a heavy sleeper?
yes

When was the last time you hand washed the dishes?
last night

Name everyone that made you smile today?
Travie, Leslie, Ash, and Ant

Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
Ant, being a dork of course.

Three feelings at the moment?
hungry, tired, and grimey

What are you listening to right now?
"only girl in the world" by ellie goulding (rihanna cover)

The highlight of your week?
being in cali!

Who were the last people you ate with?
Ash and Leslie

What really makes you mad?
hatred

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
never been to mexico :\

What are your plans for tonight?
hanging out with the besties

What does the seventeenth text message in your inbox say?
omg, jeez

"Still sick. But I can hang out after I clean the house and pick up my check from work and deposit it. Wanna go to Millan's again today?" -Ant

What's the last piercing you got?
ear

Ever toilet papered someone’s house?
yes

Do you want to be married right now?
no

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
going to sleep

What do you usually do first in the morning?
wake up

Do you have college plans?
in college

Are you mad at anyone right now?
no

How many different beverages have you had today?
one

What did you do today?
this

What is your favorite flavor of jelly?
strawberry

Do you want children?
maybe

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
hanging out with Leslie

You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would come to visit you?
top friends?

If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
oh well

Do people underestimate you?
yes

Are you named after a grandparent?
great grandparent actually

What's something you're scared of?
death

Name some of the people you love?
Ash & Ant

What's your favorite color?
purple

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
yes

Do you wish someone would call you?
Travie

Is there someone you wanna date right now?
Travie but i already am!

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
heart broken

Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
i don't have a profile song

Do you have a best friend?
two!

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
yes

Who was the last person you were mad at?
no one

What is the last song to make you cry?
"like the wheel" by the tallest man on earth

Is your best friend pretty?
they both are

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes

What do you miss?
living in cali

Do you give out second chances too easily?
i hope not

Ever felt that no one relates to you?
sometimes, but then i call Ant

Had plans and broke them?
yes

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?
i saw my grandma a week and a half ago

Who are you jealous of?
Ant because he works with kids!