Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Please



It seems like something that can only happen in a movie. It's cliche beyond understanding; I thought people were smarter than that, but I know better now.

I want a redo, a do-over. I want to hit reset and let this go away like it never happened. My stubborn heart won't let me let this or you go. How could you do this to me?

It's a mixture of feeling insufficient, replaced, broken. Why would you throw it all away for one night. One night meant the rest of our lives, and the rest of my life will be without you.

How dare you say I'm turning my back on you when you laid on your back for someone else. Believe in your logic if it keeps you warm at night, for I no longer will to either of them.

You've made me and our past into a statistic, and I hope you're happy. Stay there in your bubble of innocence, it'll be popped someday, just not by me.

Please don't get over me because I want the indelible taste of regret to linger on your tongue in order to remind you of what you had and so carelessly threw away.

How dare you steal my heart and crush it like you did. How dare you place the blame on me. How dare you say I'm running away from the issues at hand. How dare you say that you ever loved me.

If anything the only thing I will ask of you is to not do this to another girl, because no one deserves what you did to me, please.
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4 comments:

  1. LaurieMay 24, 2011 at 2:49 PM

    I'm so sorry Liz. No one deserves to be cheated on, especially like you were. He was a douche bag, and you deserve way better!!!

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  2. Party PoisonMay 25, 2011 at 7:33 AM

    I hope he reads this. Does he even know you have a blog? To be completely honest I excepted this blog to be a little more depressing. I think you sat on it too long. I do like it, it's just kinda short, and it lost it's initial feeling, the one that you were explaining to me anyways.

    I do like it, and I hope he gets the message. It sucks being cheated on, I know. I hope this brings you some sort of closure, because you deserve way better than that.

    -hugs you-

    ps: you are amazing, and don't you ever forget that, bugslut! :p

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  3. Party PoisonMay 25, 2011 at 7:34 AM

    ps: having to complete captcha to post a comment = annoying :/

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  4. Liz Liz Bo BizSeptember 15, 2011 at 7:56 PM

    *expected

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